Dear God

Dear God

I lie sadly in shame

Unfit to behold my sinful fame

The battle is getting tough

My frailty is becoming stronger

I'm the guiltiest of felons

I scorn your word 

As I turn off the words of purity

And roll under impurity

You took me out of darkness

But my comfort zone is dark,

You gave me words of wisdom

Yet, I traded it for boredom

I know, I'm a messenger

Running an errand for a stranger

With letters of destruction 

Making me a holy Beelzebub

Amid laughter

And In the balcony of Lucifers

I stand in tragic happiness

Waiting patiently for your touch

I'm sorry for the tears 

Rolling down your cheeks

Causing you pains and grieve

Maybe I should blame my flesh

Right now Lord,

My spirit is ugly

And my soul is dark

Purge me.

©HolyPoet.

30th Nov 2021.